Whataya Want From Me?

Yeah that's my favorite song at the moment. Didn't think I was going to like Adam Lambert but I absolutely love that song! If ya haven't heard it it's definitely worth checking out. Oh, and for all you New Moon fans out there, it's out. It's at Blockbuster and I also checked NetFlix and they have it too! That totally made my day when I found out about it! I love, love love, that movie!
So, I know what you're thinking, is everything on the up and up? Well, not really. I'm still fighting to sleep, my nerves are pretty well shot, I'm smoking 2 packs of Marlboro's a day. Yeah, it's that bad. It seems like the medicine the Dr. gives me works for awhile and then it becomes like I'm taking Pez. That and I can't get in to talk to anyone because everytime I go over to Behavorial Health they tell me they're full. And I was like "What do I have to do to be seen lop my arm off in the lobby?!?" It's so frustrating. Living in a small town really sucks sometimes!
I spent 5 hours on the phone last night talking to my cousin I haven't talked to since we were about 8-9 years old. He's now 25 and I'm going on 27, so it's been a long time. It was a great chat, we got to swap "war" stories about our family and people we know. And it's kind of ironic that the more we talked the more we kind of seemed like the same person on the inside. It was like looking through the mirror. It was pretty cool though, just to have someone to talk to and not have to worry about them blabbing it to the neighbors. So anyhoo, I'ma wrap this up I have a ton of homework to do. Catch ya'll later!