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Well, there's not too much going on down the rabbit hole today. Same ole stuff. The Nascar race was pretty interesting though. I think Carl Edwards should be fined and made to sit out a race or two. I mean being aggressive is one thing but when you flip a car intentionally that's a whole nother ball of wax. I didn't make it to bed until 5am this morning. My insomnia is about to drive me crazy, I'm tired of the same ole routine and I'm trying my hardest to break it! Trying to cut down on my nicotine habit as well, it's kind of getting out of control. I use the cop out that it's my nerves but I really dunno what it is. It may really be nerves but all I know is it's the only thing that makes me feel partially human. I kinda feel like I'm just here, like my existence doesn't really matter much. I usually say I'm God's yard gnome just here for decoration. That may sound bad, but deep down it's how I really feel......I'm off to finish my paper for school. Wish me luck!!