Hooptified

So yeah, my car totally crapped out on me. I think it's the alternator but we can't be sure. It may be the battery as well. One day it's fine and the next day the battery gauge is way over where it's not supposed to be. But the good news is, it's going to be fixed tomorrow, yippee! The weather outside is finally warming up! Thank goodness! It was like 65 here yesterday and it felt sooooo nice. But today it was close to 60 except it rained most of the day. I guess ya can't have it all. So, I watched the movie 2012 the other night. It was good but super scary, I think it's just the thought of that actually happening. I mean it has been prophecised by Nostradamus, the Hopi Indians, it's truly scary. I won't give too much of it away but in the beginning it starts with a 10.4 earthquake in California, and that just starts this huge chain reaction in the Earth. It's really good, but it's kinda on the long side. So, if you decide to watch it I would recommend setting out a pretty big chunk of time. It's like 2 and a half hours long. For all the Twlighters, New Moon comes out on June 30th, and there's already a trailer for Eclipse! It looks so good! Cannot wait to see it! I'm like a kid in a candy store when it comes to this stuff! Not too much else goin on in my neck of the woods so I guess I'm gonna wrap this up. Catch ya on the next one!!

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Well, there's not too much going on down the rabbit hole today. Same ole stuff. The Nascar race was pretty interesting though. I think Carl Edwards should be fined and made to sit out a race or two. I mean being aggressive is one thing but when you flip a car intentionally that's a whole nother ball of wax. I didn't make it to bed until 5am this morning. My insomnia is about to drive me crazy, I'm tired of the same ole routine and I'm trying my hardest to break it! Trying to cut down on my nicotine habit as well, it's kind of getting out of control. I use the cop out that it's my nerves but I really dunno what it is. It may really be nerves but all I know is it's the only thing that makes me feel partially human. I kinda feel like I'm just here, like my existence doesn't really matter much. I usually say I'm God's yard gnome just here for decoration. That may sound bad, but deep down it's how I really feel......I'm off to finish my paper for school. Wish me luck!!

Whataya Want From Me?

Yeah that's my favorite song at the moment. Didn't think I was going to like Adam Lambert but I absolutely love that song! If ya haven't heard it it's definitely worth checking out. Oh, and for all you New Moon fans out there, it's out. It's at Blockbuster and I also checked NetFlix and they have it too! That totally made my day when I found out about it! I love, love love, that movie!
So, I know what you're thinking, is everything on the up and up? Well, not really. I'm still fighting to sleep, my nerves are pretty well shot, I'm smoking 2 packs of Marlboro's a day. Yeah, it's that bad. It seems like the medicine the Dr. gives me works for awhile and then it becomes like I'm taking Pez. That and I can't get in to talk to anyone because everytime I go over to Behavorial Health they tell me they're full. And I was like "What do I have to do to be seen lop my arm off in the lobby?!?" It's so frustrating. Living in a small town really sucks sometimes!
I spent 5 hours on the phone last night talking to my cousin I haven't talked to since we were about 8-9 years old. He's now 25 and I'm going on 27, so it's been a long time. It was a great chat, we got to swap "war" stories about our family and people we know. And it's kind of ironic that the more we talked the more we kind of seemed like the same person on the inside. It was like looking through the mirror. It was pretty cool though, just to have someone to talk to and not have to worry about them blabbing it to the neighbors. So anyhoo, I'ma wrap this up I have a ton of homework to do. Catch ya'll later!